Monthly Archives: May 2010

A poem

I read Pablo Neruda’s book of poems Twenty Poems of Love and a Song of Despair yesterday at lunch. I love Neruda’s poetry. My favorite poem of his, one of his more famous, is Sonnet XVII (I do not love you). After reading his most famous collection of poetry yesterday, I felt like sharing one that really stood out to me. No analysis; just the poem itself.

So That You Will Hear Me

So that you will hear me
my words
sometimes grow thin
as the tracks of the gulls on the beaches.

Necklace, drunken bell
for your hands as smooth as grapes.

And I watch my words from a long way off.
They are more yours than mine.
They climb on my old suffering ivy.

It climbs the same way on damp walls.
You are to blame for this cruel sport.
They are fleeing from my dark lair.
You fill everything, you fill everything.

Before you, they are peopled in the solitude that you occupy,
and they are more used to my sadness than you are.

Now I want to make them say what I want to say to you
and to make you hear as I wasn’t you to hear me.

The winds of anguish still hauls on them as usual.
Sometimes hurricanes of dreams still knock them over.
You listen to other voices in my painful voice

Lament of old mouths, blood of old supplications.
Leave me, companion. Don’t forsake me. Follow me.
Follow me, companion, on this wave of anguish.

But my words become stained with your love.
You occupy everything, you occupy everything.

I am making them into an endless necklace
for your white hands, smooth as grapes.

Peeking In

So… it’s been two months, huh? I really do want to keep this blog up; I just suck at it. I haven’t really been up to a lot either. Well…we’ve been doing the yearly doctor visits, and the boys have had some dental work done. Caleb lost his two front teeth, and he looks ridiculously cute. Josh is being tested for ADD soon, so we have been a little busier than normal.

I updated my books and movies. I’m just now over 20 books read, and I am still working towards my goal of reading 100. Looking over my list a few minutes ago, I felt a TON of English major guilt. I’ve read predominantly “popcorn books,” books kind of like those popcorn action flicks of summers. Fortunately, I’ve decided that that shit is dumb–the guilt, that is. I’m actually reading somewhat again; if I start with books that don’t have a lot of intellectual/literary merit, at least it gets me back into the habit.  And I’ve at least looked at Lolita by Nabokov. I have it on my shelf. I think it’ll be on my reading plate very soon. I also am feeling the urge to read lots of adolescent and juvenile literature.

Following Haley’s leading, I’ve made a list of books I’d like to read this summer in addition to my popcorn novels.

1. Lolita
2. The Graveyard Book
3. Ella Enchanted
4. Wide Sargasso Sea
5.  Prague
6. Live From New York
7. Twenty Poems of Love and a Song of Despair
8. Laughable Loves

As for movies, I seem to do a better job of watching more thoughtful and artistics films amongst the fun, light-hearted movies. I’ve started watching more documentaries, and I surprised myself by really enjoying them. Anybody have any recommendations for books or films?